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[ August 1st, 2009 | 10:49pm ] |
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The foundation has disappeared. There is really only one way to stop this. To stop the bickering between immortality and humans and become one, because this danger isn't what the humans think. We didn't cause this, none of us did. This was planned and it is coming whether they exterminated us or not. As the cracks resurface, as the past scars become new wounds. The end...is the begining and the begining is the end...
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| Well you can't please everyone |
[ July 24th, 2009 | 10:06pm ] |
My daughter has returned and I can feel half of my tension leave me. She was very weak and starving when she came home. I'm so proud of her for denying herself the flesh of angel and arcane. She was very brave and fought with the pride of her people. Now refreshed, she seems to sit around and watch the news. I think she is looking for something, but I know that face. Let her go, let her work. I am sure she has a brilliant plan in the works. Master Seki has invited her to be his second in command, which I am sure she ecstatically accepted, just like I told him. However, it has angered Master Misoka...
Well you can't please everyone. People should live by that.
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| I feel useless. |
[ July 20th, 2009 | 5:38pm ] |
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No one understands the frustration I feel unless your a father who's lost a child before. That feeling that you can't do thing but you want too.That I know I can, but can't. Yes, my eldest child is still within that place and I'm extremely worried for her. Surely, she hasn't eaten and is most likely fighting off dangerous beasts with barely any energy. I'm more worried, that I haven't seen anything online from either of the children in days. Of course I'm concerned for Carmine and Misoka as well, but my daughter, she is my own blood and first heir.
Lukas will be leaving tomorrow with Nami and London to help in bargaining the children safe return...
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| Yoo Feng....explain. |
[ July 16th, 2009 | 12:49am ] |
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How is it, that my daughter is now in the lands of the Fey? Could you explain that because honestly I don't know how you'd loose her. Upon reading my daughter's journal, three races are now on the brink of war with another, just by being in their land without permission. If they are caught, many things could happen and I'm not worried about my people right now. I am worried for my daughter. Though, the entire court frowns upon me now...this is a highly dangerous situation. I am speaking with Nogi and I will need to speak Sei or another Heaven authority concerning what is the best situation to take. Lukas has already volunteered to go as a Pathogen Representative.
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[ July 12th, 2009 | 12:30am ] |
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I saw it, I saw them. The figments of Yukio's mind, the ones that he can see...I believe we all have seen them now. Something's wrong, something will be wrong. A past or a future? I have a feeling it's too late to prevent anything, or is it too soon to start, Animay...
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[ July 8th, 2009 | 12:23am ] |
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Here I was worried about demons. What is wrong with these wolves? Attacking a hopst--wait they work there...a few of the hospitals guards spotted our resident wolf and decided to take some revenge and in the processes...destroyed half entire floor, nearly killed Naru, Misoka and Zaxier himself...well I came just in time to protect our resident wolf who hasn't finished healing and was just as confused and bewildered as the rest of us. The wolves are gone, I'm fine. Misoka isn't here, I didn't see him leave with them so I am sure he is fine. Naru isn't fine, he's quite upset, I believe stress has turned him to mush. I helped him upstairs to his office and remained with him until Kelsey arrived to take him home.
Zaxier will be fine, he needs to sleep, I think he's been avoiding sleep and worrying for Nemoi. I also figured out partly why Yukio is in so much distress. Brooklyn most likely forced his powers to wake up, as they normally would awaken if dormant during puberty. The demons are his, more appear during his attacks then fan out when his attack is over. Naglen has been with him non-stop, hugging him close and comforting him, he's gone into reading the boy books to keep him distracted.
I am staying here, things have calmed though there is talk of vengeance among the well dwellers of this place. Misoka is hurt and it is up to him, if he would bid claim against the wolf pack. Zaxier is with us too, I let him sleep in the extra bed. All this unrest, it leaves me gravely worried.
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[ July 6th, 2009 | 2:05am ] |
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At I'm the hospital with London, Naglen and Yukio as I feel better knowing Reni is at home and is safe with Yoo Feng and the Tsukioka's then here with demons lurking about and all the drama that occurs downstairs. I'm examing the cartoons that Yukio has drawn while he sleeps, he's quite the little artist.
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[ July 3rd, 2009 | 10:23pm ] |
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I went to the apartments where the angels and Kouichi live to help take off some of the burden that Carmine is feeling. He told me of his talk with Lord Azrael and how it left him still with unanswered questions. He explained to me what occurred with Nudik and assured him, that no angel will be able to get close as long as he stays within the house. Using a warlock, magical wards are put on the entire building and will keep anyone with a holy signature that isn't in the spell out. If they try, they will get burned. It will let them out...that way Shiki and Lord Azrael could enter and leave without conflict.
I felt tension come off that boys shoulders, I believe without the interference of his sister, Nudik, Uriel and mother, Carmine can now heal mentally and gather a stronger footing to deal with his situation instead of being pushed into the corner and hounded. I leave it up now to the ones of that house to help him heal and repair while getting stronger.
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| Angels are the worse race...ever. |
[ July 2nd, 2009 | 1:48am ] |
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To think these once powerful beings so praised by the bible are vicious and uncaring. That they enslave, rape, murder and beat their own with no care for the conquences. This is something expected of humans and demons, not the holy ones. It's unbelievable. If humans knew what these angels were truly, they would find them more unjust then the Unseelie Court!
I need to work a plan out for Carmine, he's going to go nuts with what he's going through and his fragile state of mind cannot handle it right now. I am half tempted to stage his death...so the idiots would think he was dead and he could finally move on, but that might even be difficult to do.
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| The wolves |
[ June 26th, 2009 | 12:19am ] |
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I have been in contact through Lord Endo to Batsu Nomine, the vampire lord of Hiroshima. His animal to call is the wolf. He may have more power in dealing with our resident wolves. Naglen came home today and I sent my daughter to Yukio's bedside. I had to promise that Reni would protect him, I hardly doubt she will let him out of her sight. I also had spoken with Carmine, I've wised him not to return home and send his father off, it is quite likely a ploy to take the boy when unguarded and until we learn who murdered Yue, he can't go near Heaven.
I can't meddle in their affairs to find out, it will only be known if Lord Gabriel allows it to be. Carmine was my only reason to bother. And now that he is free from that prison, I have no need to worm my way into Heaven's politics. I must return to my own. Naglen has asked me about Animay, I honestly have never heard of such a god or goddess. I think I will go through some history books. I'm quite curious. And cautious. Will this be our downfall?
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[ June 24th, 2009 | 10:46pm ] |
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This is a change of events and something I hadn't thought off. Yue was assassinated while being held for a trial, Lord Micah is also either dead or missing. The Heavenly Court sure is busy, scrambling around up there. I feel bad for Carmine though, to be kicked while your down, it isn't a nice feeling. He is now homeless and has no family. He is alone...in figure speech. I know he is with Sei and his son, I know they will figure something out. Surely, they wouldn't kick him to the curb. I am half tempted to assert myself and ask if they feel that can't take care of an extra mouth, I will take Carmine under my wing, my daughter Reni has already agreed, she is actually interested in meeting this angelic weapon.
The world...it's falling apart at the seams, I worry for tomorrow, each day, I worry about the next. Everything is so fragile. I also want to clarify things, I was asked by Shizuka about what some of the old terms that Meryunn and Chimoko used, meant.
Downworlders: Vampires, Lycanthropes and Demons
Lucifer's Cradle: Demons
Night Children: Vampires
Sky Children: Angels
Arcane Children: Pathogens. Arcane was the term that their people called themselves according To the Book of Old. They have also been called Children of the Nephilim.
Moon Children: Lycanthropes
Light Fey: Children of the land of Fairie aka the Sithen. Mostly Elves and Fairies.
Dark Fey: Children of the land of Fairie but trolls, goblins
Upworlders: Humans
Hera's Children: Gods and Goddesses.
Dark Children: Warlocks, Magicians, those that use the dark arts either for good or evil, trained or birthright.
Sea Children: The Children of Atlantis.
The races of the universe are vast and each day, others appear or evolve. Or ones that a invented by humans. Above are only the races that lived for billions of years, I doubt the Sithen can name all the new ones that pop up. And some, have died out.
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| The Land of Fairie at War? |
[ June 21st, 2009 | 10:13pm ] |
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My eldest child, Reni is here in Japan. She has left because of the shrill of uprisings that again cause unrest over the Americas. It is still quiet peaceful in the East. Though, we are all talking. She brings along her personal servant, Yoo Feng. I'm not concerned with Zhou being without us, he isn't much of a fighter, but he has my entire Kingdom there to fight for him. Other then the little unrest, the Sithen is nearly falling apart at the seams...it is almost inevitable that the two most powerful and oldest courts in the world may fall into war.
That is also the talk around us Downworlders. Reni has gone out to scout out the city, Yoo Feng went with her and London has remained with me. I don't think he trusts Krayon very much. Carmine isn't here anymore, I know where he is, so don't worry. He left me a note, how kind. I am happy he's out of room, I'm sure it was starting to dull. He is better off with his own kind...but I guess that's a double edge sword, after all, even in his case, being with his people is the worse thing. But I know, he's with those he trusts and feels safe with. I wish him the best. I'm here if he wishes to speak with me.
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[ June 18th, 2009 | 1:22am ] |
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Naglen left to see the mob boss/werewolf alpha in Tokyo for the return of Zaxier and the revenge for Nemoi. I haven't heard from him, I am a little worried, but not enough. Werewolf politics are tight and they know, unless Naglen strikes first, their bout isn't with his kind. It is quiet here...or was. I was with London and Lord Endo most of the day, we were discussing the movements within our camp with Lord Endo on the phone. It turns out the Brazilian vampires aren't behaving themselves and the UN is about to impose a ban. Though for some reason we can't get ahold of any elders there. I'm worried, it might be a uprising.
Carmine is upset. Really upset. Something has shooken him up and he looks scared and lost. He won't talk to me, but I've decided to stay in the room just in case. Instead of the window, he's sitting with his knees to his chest and his back on the headboard. He is quiet, but he's always quiet but his orbs look so sad. The lap top...is broken. It was on the floor by the bed, looks like it fell off.
These are times, I wish Yue was here...I don't want to intrude...but he needs someone. That blastic father, he'll get a earful when I see him. London had came in to supervise with me, Carmine asked us.
Me, what is me?
What does that mean exactly?
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[ June 17th, 2009 | 2:15am ] |
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The wolves are restless, they seek blood. Such a greedy race.
Carmine has been training, I've been watching him and critiquing as he has asked. He seems quite amused with his powers and though he is alone here, he uses his time to train and fill the void. I also make sure he doesn't destroy the backyard in the process. He's a good kid.
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| Harmony co-exists with generation |
[ June 14th, 2009 | 2:50am ] |
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With Yue gone, I was left in charge of his son as his keeper until his return. Carmine isn't a rebellious child and doesn't leave the guest room, so it makes it quite easy for me to watch him. He is healthy again, his injuries have faded physically, but emotionally and mentally I have no idea. I'm just a vampire with tigers as my beast to call, we aren't metaphysically linked and I cannot read his thoughts. However, I can see him struggle with what to do with himself and I have no issues in aiding him adjust to his new life.
Though I have also prepared him against Yue's wishes to expect the worse right now. With his step mother missing and his birth mother present and attempting custody, things can get hectic, there is also the move I'm awaiting from Lord Uriel, whom now most likely deems Carmine as faulty property and a AWOL soldier which I haven't the clue had that is handled in Heaven or if it's the same as Hell and the humans. I assume working with the enemy can also shoot down points. Though I wonder if I loose points too, helping a angel child and soldier of our enemy.
Though, I don't really care to whom's eyes I have insulted. A child is still a child to me, no matter what race or breed they are.
Carmine and Misoka are talking...well more so Misoka is talking and Carmine is listening. I've been watching them to make sure our little Misoka won't do something to drastically tip the scales again nor mess up my healing techniques on the angels damaged mind. Allies. My darling Kira would be so proud.
Can someone please do something about that raging Telekinetic downstairs...before he levels the mansion? London would try but I'm worried he might do more harm then good.
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[ June 9th, 2009 | 12:09am ] |
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I've figured out what Yue has been doing during his daily disappear trips. He is with his wife trying to break ties with her because her being alive will wound his relationship with Kurai. Of course, this isn't his fault being she was dead up to a few weeks ago...and I wonder if Heaven supports divorces. I do hope she doesn't try to gain custody of Carmine, though I think hes going AWOL...so does it matter?
Speaking of him, Carmine has finally disappeared his wings and can comfortably move around the room. I noticed when I went in there this evening, they were gone, he said he slept well. It is good, he still is somewhat tired and a little sore, but this is a huge improvement from last week so I'm amused. Yue has told me of this house that Kouichi had set up and plans on taking it. I don't know if I trust this Kouichi, I never met him.
The two resident Telekinetics in the house are gloaming around the mansion. I almost am half tempted to ask, who died, but I'm sure that would be inappropriate.
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[ June 8th, 2009 | 12:48am ] |
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The Chalice is now in our procession and I'm waiting for a response from Heaven, it is possible they don't know yet. Carmine is already looking better, he said he feels weird, but I'm sure it is because the lack of fullness in his body. He can move his wings better though he's still off balance. Yue is off doing what he does...like not being around. Useless. Carmine has finally been able to use his birth right powers and is quite amused that he can make something so fragile. Hah, it is most likely because he was told to destroy and now, it's a whole new purpose.
This is overwhelming for him I'm sure, but he will get used to this. How quickly the wind can change. He will continue to get better and stronger in coming days, he will need to adjust himself, though his Hand and Flesh power remains, so I guess, it isn't entirely a new world. But it doesn't effect immortals, so his relationship with the Guardian angel should last.
I'm currently still at the Tsukioka's, with Shall gone and Yue off doing hell knows what, I am remaining with Carmine, I aided in his rescue, I will see this through.
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[ June 6th, 2009 | 12:59am ] |
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The meeting has gone well but now I'm dealing with a angry angel. When we explained to Carmine what our plans were, I was slightly expecting his rejection knowing him, he was most likely groomed to protect it at all costs, but it was almost like Yue didn't. He exploded on the boy with alot of pent of rage, I wasn't expecting it. I don't know what I'm going to do with Yue, I think he's on that edge of a emotional breakdown, if he wasn't already. He shook up the stress that Carmine still suffers from, we were getting so much success too. Sigh.
Carmine has been able to leave the bed,but his balance is horrible, until he can disappear his wings I told him to remain close to the bed. He is quite calm now that Yue is gone off to sulk. Carmine's hernia is gone, that is also good. I also had to see to Misoka, who was suffering from a stomach ache, safe to assume his pain killers and food don't mix well, but he will be completely fine when it works itself out.
Naglen is also out sulking, hopefully not tearing apart the city. I just got off the web cam with my children. Everything is fine in China. Thank goodness. I'd hate to have something going on there too.
And a Happy Birthday to our Lord Lucifer.
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[ June 2nd, 2009 | 12:05am ] |
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I brought in a immortal specialist from my Kingdom to examine Carmine. We went in there to see Carmine awake and alert, it seems the food and rest is aiding his recovery. He told us to be quiet...because Shiki was sleeping, that was the first couple words I've heard him say since he returned. Shall wasn't pleased however, she mad a fuss about Shiki, something about she thought he would be taller...weird female talk. You know?
The doctor has examined Carmine's body and much to Yue's relief, the boy isn't pregnant. The swelling is actually a hernia. Which will not need taking out because as Carmine heals, it will go away. I can also tell of his added strength, he can move his wings some, he couldn't do that before.
Carmine seems bothered about something, his orbs tell stories, I wonder if we will ever learn of what happened up there. I don't think Yue will be able to keep him here long. I'm awaiting my proposal to be read by Lord Lucifer on this matter. Until then, he rests here.
I also had to go and stop a little Tsukioka from doing something stupid. He was attempting to go after Brooklyn which being blind, is out of the question.
I'm feeling better though I have London watching over him.
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| We heal fast |
[ May 30th, 2009 | 10:05pm ] |
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It is a blessing that my kind heals so fast. Even with the holy wounds of the just, I heal quickly. Since returning, I've just been moderating the situation, Carmine's care has shifted to his family as Naglen's view has become centered on the disappearance of Yukio. It must be hard for the Telekinetic to have his weaknesses so publicized. Though, it is quite possible of this new lead. Brooklyn has escaped, Zaxier is injured and amazingly, Misoka has gained some of his sight back in the one eye. Though the boy sustains a few broken ribs from trying to protect Yukio.
London will not let me help as I am still healing, then again Naglen is so raged driven, he will not bear my help, I doubt he will bear the will of his brothers. Shizuka, the little ghost boy proved little help in anything. This has become quite bothersome. Yukio is a son of hell and his kidnapping will breech my duty. We must find him. Though if it was Brooklyn, why would his reasons be to kidnap him?
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| To Heaven |
[ May 26th, 2009 | 12:49am ] |
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I'm waiting for Nogi to get back, I've been helping Naglen with the house especially because Nogi's youngest still cannot see. I'm still a little sore from the odd angle I positioned myself to catch Lukas when he collapsed from the stairs. He is fine now, just a silly fainting spell. I believe I may of pulled something. Yue is now in sane terms, he's found Kurai supposedly and since then he's been feeling better. His daughter is currently in the house again, she isn't very amused with the sour turn, but she has told us that Lord Uriel is holding a audience with the high powers of their court to announce Carmine's revival.
Now that is interesting, first Lord Uriel wishes it kept secret and now he wishes to share. I have reason to believe, he wants to show off his mess. Unfortunately, for him...I cannot stand idly by anymore. I've spoken with my second in command, Meng De with London as well as my Wiseman. There should be no backlash if I go as a neutral party. I will be traveling with Yue, his daughter and a few others he hasn't told me about. Our plan is to retrieve the boy and by force if necessary.
In by doing so, I will bring the boy to my Lord, hopefully, he can remove that precious cup that Heavens loves so much. I gave Yue, my word, that Carmine will not be harmed by my Lord. I think I may enjoy to see how low Heaven has fallen, I'm interested in the boys state. They, whom have nerve to criticize us...to abuse their own blood, innocent blood, it's merciless. I'm not stupid, I know I may endanger myself. I am bringing London with me.
I will not allow this to continue any longer. Angel or not. A child is a child.
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| A new hope for Yue, Nogi/Misoka and my dear Kira. |
[ May 18th, 2009 | 1:13am ] |
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Since Shall's visit, Yue has seemed to find this new found hope. He is no longer moping and giving up, instead he is eagerly hoping a good resolution out of this. But honestly, from Shall's report of her brother's condition, it is quite possible, that this will be his last mission. Making him weak enough not to fight, is a sheer sign that they are hoping he will not live through his next outburst. I have a feeling this maybe because if the project fails, if he dies with it, there is no evidence, nothing to fall back on them.
I have a plan that may help, somehow we should remove the Holy Chalice from Carmine's body. It seems to be the reactor point, it may prevent the outburst. And I'm quite sure, our Lord would love to have it in his position. To hand over the Chalice may also spare Carmine's body...like mercy from our Lord. Though how we remove it I'm not sure.
Shall explained to us that Carmine was not born with the Chalice, it is a separate, implanted and controlled completely by the Holy Court. It shocks me to know that Yue nor Shall had any idea that their mother had plotted this while being pregnant with the boy, which I'm having a feeling the cunt had feelings for Lord Uriel.
Would it be weird for me to be involved in such a rescue mission...this whole event, reminds me of my own children. I know my late wife would rise to any occasion to rescue this child, any child, abused and held in such a environment.
But that is also not the only thing on my mind. Because of my relationship with my late wife, I've grown quite fond of Mr. Nogi Snockna. An ally of mine, I can't help but wonder what is on his mind as of late, he seems quite out of it and his brother, Naglen seems very protective of to whom speaks with him. I haven't asked him questions, but I have extended a space of help, if he needs it.
And currently, his youngest is currently ill and scared. Nogi has alot on his mind, that I had to ask Krayon to tone down the wedding for now. Something doesn't feel right.
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[ May 11th, 2009 | 11:27pm ] |
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I finally have Yue in a calm more reasonable manner. Though that is with help. His daughter had shown up. She is truly beautiful and very tall, but that could be her high heel boots. She barely looks like her father compared to her brother. She was very displeased with me and London being there, I would call her ignorant but I don't think that is the right word. She has exploited everything about what was going on and honestly none of it surprises me.
His daughter was looking for a Shiki, in which Yue replied was the son of Archangel Azrael and that she should rest before venturing to see him. I do not know how old, the Angel of Death's son is, but I do know, the few here cannot fight an entire court on their own. I'm half tempted to...go with them. However, my duty tells me that it's no okay.
The court will not let Carmine go freely, this could even be in vain, but the future is so unwritten.
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[ May 7th, 2009 | 2:19am ] |
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Any respect for my male angel counterpart is empty now. I was told that I am being hypocritical of this situation. Honestly, that is untrue. The example given to me was that of Mr. Christian and his son. This is an entirely different case. Brooklyn Christian is a stray pea. He has caused nothing but those around him pain and suffering, he bullies his 'friends' and even his own mother. He deserves any forsaken details for such disrespect. Though, I don't know if Mr. Christian has even dropped his son from his family list. Which also doesn't make the case fair.
Lord Yue conviction towards his son is not the same, this boy has nothing to win such displeasure. This isn't removing of a trouble son, this is abandoning a suffering child because you are too busy with yourself to look after him. Honestly, after speaking to my daughter whom celebrated her 15th, I can be even angrier. I have this odd feeling if Carmine comes home, Yue will act like nothing occurred and take him back under his wing. This troublesome fact compels me to find elsewhere for the boy.
London has advised me it would be unwise for me to adopt him, I agree. I am sure something can be worked out. However, the first step is to get this weapon away from the puppet masters. I am currently trying to locate to whom attacked Carmine those months ago, either it be one of our own or a inside job. I have spies in Heaven, trying as well. I cannot step into Heaven. It is best, let the professionals do it.
Let Heaven push if they so be it, I'm deeply amused by these new developments. Lord Endo has been speaking with a few in the west. No one wishes to do a thing right now, this is more a wait and see. Yes. A wait and see. I think I shall find Lord Taipon.
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Happy Birthday my dearest Daughter.
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